There’s a lot going on. I’m figuring myself out.
After a few sessions with my life coach, I got a stronger voice. I’m giving myself permission to grow. I’ve been busy juggling between my work and my personal life.
Let me be honest. I don’t like my job. I studied 4 years of accounting only to realize that this shit isn’t cut out for me. Well, to be fair, I was actually told that I was acting more like a follower than my own person. I went into accounting because it provided a ‘secure’ future, but now that I’m here, I’m missing passion.
It's funny. I used to think that life was a tile of dominoes, and I was scared to make a move. Every decision, every choice, led to a different course of life. That was a lot for me, and I was too caught up with thinking that I didn’t deserve an impact like that. The world was thin ice, and I honestly didn’t want to cause a crack. Maybe I was too scared, or maybe I was too scarred. Both played a role. I’m trying to overcome it.
In every situation, you have a choice. Choose to better yourself. Choose yourself.